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I wonder if I’m wrong.

I wonder if she feels wrong.

I wonder if sometime I’ll grow up.
I wonder if there’s some strange plan in the works that’ll bring us back full circle and we’ll just pick up where we left things I left things.

I wonder if she’d answer the phone even though I know she doesn’t because I’ve tried.

I wonder if it was even real. I wonder if I’m missed or replaced. I wonder if anyone ever checks this anymore. I wonder if I’ll be alone forever now.

Maybe I should be.

11/1/2010